"Judge Me,"

 she said, with venom.  With the meaning of ripping wings off a freshly spawned phoenix.  As if she even owed an explanation.


I have many unpublished posts from late:

"Tao of Fehu" was about power.  Decided to not publish because everyone would figure out who that was about, and I'm not done on hope with them yet.

"Tell Me A Story" was personal.  Mostly about Lilith and Samael.  Unpublished because it mixed RL & SL and was never good enough for such a battle of deformation (when it was more intended as an adoration piece, but likely -and sadly- would never be interpreted as such).

"Sell Me This Pen" was a mock to see if I could write about something dry and straightforward.  I didn't like it and decided that job wasn't worth it anyway, so everyone can just go fuck off with that.

"Fuck You" was a piece about the plague pandemic and how everyone being forced to take the vaccine or wear a mask, somehow sarcastically relates to how doctors can force women to get pap smears every year (just so she can get the pill -because men are too selfish to get vasectomies).  Go figure, on why I didn't publish that very complicated and backward insult that nobody would quite get.

"Wouldn't It Be Nice" was a fictitious tale of love I was going write, along the same lines of selling you a pen that I also didn't care to.

One of these was actually published, ignoring my own personal rules of pictures and "I can't fucking read this!" links, but with a purpose.

"Come At Me, Bro" is a collection of commentary on the unnecessary flack I get from fishing and/or my ranks, but as it treads on violating the TOS, I obviously didn't publish it (however, it is ready for that right moment, should an unjust/stupid ban ever come to fruition).

...I just find that I seem to be more at peace with myself lately than ready to spew my normal thought-provoking toxin.  I enjoy fishing and weekly sales more than I do anything else lately.  Lucky you.  Although, perhaps one day I would feel the calling to actually publish those posts.

But as one of my posts from over a year ago was brought to my attention as some sorta prophetic gospel, from not really a fan, but more of a judgemental stalker... I just thought I'd take a few moments to point out that: 

• I'm not dead.  I'm not thwarted, either.  I am Majik.
• You do not own me, I am my own entity that cannot be bribed in any way.  I do not work for you or anyone else.  
• An uncontrollable spirit of creativity possesses me and takes over to communicate whatever it wants.  
• I will not be cut up, smooshed into a specific cookie-cut shape, or molded to fit whatever reflection pleases you.  I am uncensored and like it that way.  
• I do have the final say, however.  Some is published and shared.  Some is not.  
• And in the journalistic interest of getting things right the first time, as well as seeing growth, I do not take anything down.  Retractions may be done, if necessary, but no editing on published articles.
• I have many posts.  Some controversially outweigh the others in some huge twist of irony... Or perhaps, more likely, I am undecided on a definite stance.  The fact that you pick out one in the midst of many, says how superficially narrow and unworthy you are of judgment, however.

I am willing to live with those consequences.  Anyone who cannot appreciate those notions, doesn't deserve me entertaining them.  And likewise, you have the right to take yourself elsewhere and very simply not entertain me either.

I'll also refer you back to the Home-Page and Archives for purpose and timeline.

---> I can't fucking read this!

...From Things That Bleed For 5 Days & Don't Die + Other Cunts

Reference:

https://majikvixen.blogspot.com/2019/01/i-dont-think-you-know-what-being.html

Now:

Why the fuck am I not seen as an androgynous equal when it comes to something I have done very well for a very long time?  

Why did you change it all of a sudden, and that influenced my whole, specific environment?

Fuck you and your beta's "old [maid]" bias...

I am not for your amusement or jokes.

I do not need a man, or to be barefoot, pregnant, and rattling pots and pans to be complete!

I am allowed to look pretty.

I am allowed to be successful.

I am just as good as a man!

I fucking earned/proved that, goddamnit!

Did that really threaten you to the point where you had to put me (and coincidentally all women) "back in their place" and say the shit you did to influence others around you to feel the same way?

Shame on you, you should know better on what discrimination feels like! 

I did NOT hit below the belt.  I played fair!  Which is more than I can say for you!

But they are positively reinforcing you and those you have sucked into your charm, because you need to be a goddamned politician!
And because it's easier to just go with the flow?
But more likely because they all love eating the bloody shit mess from your poisoned taco.

How dare you twist that on me after everything I have accomplished.

And why does it feel like I am being ignored by those in power?

...Wrong Shakespeare play, assholes!  It's "Et tu, Brute!"

You took it away.

You took everything I worked for, for so long, away in one swoop...

Just because I tried to be nice to you and build some type of trust with you.

You used it against me.  You threw me away.

And you took something from me that was "small" from your POV, BUT IT WAS EVERYTHING I HAD IN THE SCOPE OF PRIDE AND SELF ESTEEM.

You robbed me.

You want to be a leader?

Lead by example.

Have integrity.

Have respect.

Care, goddamnit.

...What in the fuck am I going to do now?

I am left to bend over and let them all take turns.

And I don't want to.

I want what I earned.

I want my goddamned respect.

I want to fucking matter again.

And I don't want anyone to ever have the ability to take it away from me.

I HONESTLY NEVER SAW THIS COMING.

What have you accomplished here?

Are you proud of yourself for everything that has occurred here?

Will it take me going there, staring the circle jerk down, smiling at the end thru tears, and then splattering my brains all over the asphalt for you all to get the goddamned picture as to what happened here?

...And what do we think of this when it happens to others?

...WTF, humanity?

Mental Illness Is NOT Contagious, But Recovery Is!

I suffer from the first mental illness, and my life has been affected by toxic people with these other illnesses!!! (not Bipolar I, tho)  ...The science and psychology behind these things is fascinating.

What is Bipolar II Disorder?

• Days without sleep or "tunnel vision." 
• Unnecessarily ruminating on negative thoughts. 
• Racing thoughts, sometimes kept at bay while listening to music in order to focus better (can often do things like listening to music, television, and be doing something entirely else, all at once). 
• High intelligence &/or artistic ability.

• https://www.medicalnewstoday.com/articles/319280.php

• https://www.webmd.com/bipolar-disorder/guide/bipolar-2-disorder#1

• https://www.mayoclinic.org/diseases-conditions/bipolar-disorder/symptoms-causes/syc-20355955

• https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/books/NBK519704/table/ch3.t23/

What is the difference between Bipolar I & Bipolar II?

• II is higher functioning (doesn't necessarily need medicine to manage illness).
• II is more depressed than happy.
• II's bouts of happiness are never really that ecstatic.

• https://www.psycom.net/bipolar-disorder-difference-one-two

• https://www.verywellmind.com/bipolar-disorder-overview-378810

What is the difference between Borderline Personality Disorder & Bipolar II Disorder?

• A Borderline's episodes are based on multiple episodes of trauma, to the point where they disassociate so completely, they project it onto a select few (or even themselves, physically) in order to "deal with it."
• If a Borderline has children, there will often be a golden child.
• Bipolars are much more stable in emotional situations, when they are not suffering from an episode.
• Bipolar is in the nervous system, Borderline is in the psychological level of the mind.

• https://healthmatters.nyp.org/understanding-difference-bipolar-borderline-personality-disorder/

• https://www.webmd.com/mental-health/borderline-personality-disorder-bipolar-disorder#1

What is narcissism?

• Narcissists are all about themselves and how they are represented.  Anything less than perfect is subject to negative behavior stemming from the narcissist, including (but not necessarily limited to) abuse of all variations.
• Children will become extensions of a narcissist, as they are valued as property and not viewed as autonomous beings.
• Narcissists can become very controlling of the people involved in any type of relationship with them.

• https://www.mayoclinic.org/diseases-conditions/narcissistic-personality-disorder/symptoms-causes/syc-20366662

• https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/resolution-not-conflict/201210/are-you-narcissist-6-sure-signs-narcissism

• https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/communication-success/201409/10-signs-youre-in-relationship-narcissist

What is gaslighting?

• When an abuser denies or spins the truth while manipulating the person they are abusing into believing they are insane, and that only the abuser's "truth" is valid.

• https://www.thehotline.org/what-is-gaslighting/

• https://www.dictionary.com/browse/gaslight

What is dissociation?

• When you cannot leave or fight in a traumatic situation, your only option is to freeze (to become "a deer in headlights").  Sometimes when this is done, in order to survive, you have an "out-of-body" experience to avoid the pain of the trauma.  

• https://www.mentalhealthamerica.net/conditions/dissociation-and-dissociative-disorders

• http://trauma-recovery.ca/impact-effects-of-trauma/dissociation/

What is nature versus nurture?

• Was it inherited or is it a learned behavior?  ...Odds are, it's a mix of both.  But here are some interesting articles anyway... 

• https://www.simplypsychology.org/naturevsnurture.html

• https://www.verywellmind.com/what-is-nature-versus-nurture-2795392

• https://www.darwins-theory-of-evolution.com/ 

• https://www.livescience.com/474-controversy-evolution-works.html

• https://www.sciencedaily.com/releases/2005/05/050525105357.htm

• https://www.psychologicalscience.org/publications/observer/obsonline/harlows-classic-studies-revealed-the-importance-of-maternal-contact.html

• https://pages.uoregon.edu/adoption/studies/HarlowMLE.htm

• https://www.simplypsychology.org/classical-conditioning.html

• https://www.ashwoodrecovery.com/blog/finally-stop-cycle-abuse/

• https://www.lifehack.org/articles/lifehack/how-to-stop-the-negative-spin-of-thoughts-emotions-and-actions.html

What are the social personality types?

• If we could classify humans into different categories, you could say there are alphas, betas, deltas, gammas, sigmas, and omegas.
• ...Yes, just like packs of wolves *rolls eyes*
• The pecking order seems to depend on who you ask, how you feel at the time, or what the environment is.

• https://herway.net/life/alpha-vs-beta-vs-gamma-vs-omega-vs-delta-vs-sigma-personality-type/
• https://childneedsfather.com/alpha-beta-gamma-delta-omega-sigma-personality
• http://www.pollplace.com/quiz.cfm?action=go_detail&obj_id=254891&filter=popular&time_span=latest&sub_action=take
• ...And it is possible to change from an omega to a sigma: https://hackspirit.com/sigma-male-11-things-they-do-and-how-you-can-become-one-too/

Where does one go for support?

• There are many places.  You are not alone!  Here are a few:

• https://www.mentalhealthamerica.net/
• https://lifespanintegration.com/ 

• https://www.thesecret.tv/ 

• https://youtu.be/f3isjlvccc0

• https://www.healthyplace.com/insight/quotes/quotes-on-abuse 
• https://psychcentral.com/lib/10-way-to-build-and-preserve-better-boundaries/ 

• https://secondlife.com/destination/survivor-s-suicide-project 

• https://slnewser.blogspot.com/search?q=survivors+of+suicide

• https://sos-secondlifegroup.home.blog/

• http://www.ascasupport.org/index.php

• https://www.bpdcentral.com/support-groups/
  ("ctrl" + "f" and search "WTOAdultChildren")

So.. homework.. give it out
When you get past the initial dating phase..
And the guy decides that yes, he'd like to pursue a relationship with you..
Give him homework
Make it mandatory
Because you're worth at least that much
Have him go to websites that you've found
Both for people who suffer from what you have
And for family/friends of people who have your issues
If he isn't willing to do that.. to put some serious study time in and talk to you about what he learned.. that's your first and most important red flag
And then from there, take things very slowly
Build something with him
And watch how he reacts to things
If he cares about you, he'll understand your issues, and your past and he'll want to make you comfortable
If he doesn't.. kick him to the curb

And here are some scans of affirmations and coping skills that can benefit everyone!

---> I can't fucking read this (and am going to miss out on the unicorn)!

Issue With EVO 2019 Recipe Conversion = HUGE L$ Loss

Originally, this was a notecard made for sharing in SL.

Now it's here in my fucking blog for everyone to see because of accountability...

There was supposed to be an EVO event today with a Q&A session where unfortunately none of the admins showed... I questioned it in nearby chat to the innocent event host, and the EVO group... KhrysT then postponed it to an hour later... Then he said he didn't feel well and postponed it to the next day... So fine...

I'm a bit out of patience with everything I have experienced from the business end of EVO (at least from KhrysT's unprofessional mannerisms on the whole of 2 years)... So here it is...

BTW, I have been muted in group chat, and breeders have been intimidated.

For as much money as I have spent on EVO, I deserve respect.

Any customer deserves respect.
"The customer is always right."

"Give me your money so I can treat you like shit because I have power over you," is never cool (...I mean, unless you're into that kind of masochism...)

That is also why this is here.

I just found out about all this today.

I thought it was just "usual" updates.  But things have slowly snowballed into more and more peculiar things.  HUBs are gone and very dedicated people have given away or sold all their EVO things and LEFT.  I couldn't get a recipe or pearl box to generate for a few months now (when they do, even if your fairies are deco).  The miscommunication and back and forth between trying to update the Halloween City took almost a month (I know some ppl who have had the same Ysra/City for years because they like the style, with no complaints).  Tickets no longer get forwarded to your email, so you can "conveniently" lose track if they think you are stupid and just close the ticket without you knowing.  Some shit about fairies not being in eSpheres for 8 months, despite complaints (thank gawd I never got into that part of EVO too).  And now, out of nowhere, old recipes will become null and void after 12APR19.

If you are involved in EVO and wondering WTF is going on... you are entitled to know what you are investing (or possibly dumping) your money into.

Greetings,

This is the math I have just done to figure out what it will cost me as a store owner that sells/supports EVO breedables, to do all these recipes myself (instead of selling the actual recipes) for any profit whatsoever, before the 2019 recipe conversion deadline (where all recipes from before 2019 will be null and void as of 12APR19, according to EVO administrator, KhrysT Lords (khryst.neox)).

I've been informed on the down low that the conversion is happening because of copyright and a couple EVO administrators/creators taking their creative integrity to separate ventures.

I've been playing since about a couple months before October of 2017...

This is my first recorded chat log in the group:

[2017/10/19 22:38]  MajikVixen (bluevioletvixen.lorefield): Hey... so my fairies just reached age 7 ... how do I know what an egg looks like to click it?  Do they appear in one spot usually, or all over the city?

To know which EVO group I am talking about, copy/paste this into nearby chat for a clickable link: 

secondlife:///app/group/e205dbfb-6d8f-aaa1-d8b5-a14d4776862c/about

This is EVO's website:

https://www.evosl.com/#intro

This is my store: https://marketplace.secondlife.com/stores/181088

...I rely very heavily on that store income for any fun whatsoever in SL, as RL money situations have led me to do unfortunate things like go from a whole HS sim to a temporary parcel.

I spent countless hours gathering data/information/prices + boxing all this stuff up, to now realizing just how devastating this 2019 update / recipe conversion now is...

Here is your proof/math, of everything left in my MP inventory, plus all the prices, all laid/spelled out for you to see why I am so greatly concerned (just for starters)...

•x4 (@ L$500 ea. = L$2,000) = EVO Breeding Co. Supplies - Halloween Wand Recipe Ver.2017 - WANDS ARE NO XFR, SO DOING THIS RECIPE IS A LOSS

•x2 (@ L$75 ea. = L$150) = EVO Breeding Co. Supplies - Easter Candy Cryptex #01 - SUPPOSEDLY CRYPTEX DON'T WORK ANYMORE, LOSS?

•x1 (@ L$75 ea.) EVO Breeding Co. Supplies - Easter Choco Cryptex #01 - SUPPOSEDLY CRYPTEX DON'T WORK ANYMORE, LOSS?

AT THIS POINT, THERE'S A LOSS OF L$2,225


•x5 (@ L$76 ea. = L$380) = EVO Breeding Co. Supplies - #0433 HUB1 Maginum Fairy Recipe
10 HUB1 Token (L$23) L$230
5 Gathering Badge (L$36) L$180
50 Golden Pearl (L$14) L$700
100 Horn (L$10) L$1,000
100 Apple (L$4) L$400
100 Compass (L$8) L$800
100 Celtic Shield (L$3) L$300
100 Mushroom (L$5) L$500
L$4,110 = Total cost to make, when these fairies are selling for L$100 @ HUB4, L$500 on MP, & L$800 on MP, L$600 @ HUB11 ~ L$500 23OCT18

AT THIS POINT, THERE'S A LOSS OF L$3,610 FOR THIS RECIPE TO MAKE INTO A FAIRY, FOR THE 5 RECIPES I HAVE IT'S A TOTAL OF L$18,050, AND A RUNNING TOTAL NOW OF L$20,275


•x1 (@ L$90 ea.) = EVO Breeding Co. Supplies - #0434 HUB2 Mary Jane Recipe
10 HUB2 Token (L$23) L$230
5 Gathering Badge (L$36) L$180
50 Golden Pearl (L$14) L$700
100 Horn (L$10) L$1,000
100 Apple (L$4) L$400
100 Compass (L$8) L$800
100 Celtic Shield (L$3) L$300
100 Mushroom (L$5) L$500
L$4,110 = Total cost to make, when these fairies are selling for much less inworld (no documentation of how much this sells for, I'm going to be fair and guess L$700)

AT THIS POINT, THERE'S A LOSS OF L$3,410 FOR THIS RECIPE TO MAKE INTO A FAIRY, AND A RUNNING TOTAL NOW OF L$23,685


•x14 (@ L$90 ea.) = EVO Breeding Co. Supplies - #0439 HUB7 Fawn Fairy Recipe
10 HUB7 Token (L$20) L$200
5 Gathering Badge (L$36) L$180
50 Golden Pearl (L$14) L$700
100 Horn (L$10) L$1,000
100 Apple (L$4) L$400
100 Compass (L$8) L$800
100 Celtic Shield (L$3) L$300
100 Mushroom (L$5) L$500
L$4,080 = Total cost to make, when these fairies are selling for L$100 @ HUB4, L$1,000 @ HUB5 ~ L$550 23OCT18

AT THIS POINT, THERE'S A LOSS OF L$3,530 FOR THIS RECIPE TO MAKE INTO A FAIRY, FOR THE 14 RECIPES I HAVE IT'S A TOTAL OF L$49,420, AND A RUNNING TOTAL NOW OF L$73,105


•x9 (@ L$143 ea. = L$1,287) = EVO Breeding Co. Supplies - #0440 HUB8 Saeftinge Fairy Recipe
10 HUB8 Token (L$31) L$310
5 Gathering Badge (L$36) L$180
50 Golden Pearl (L$14) L$700
100 Horn (L$10) L$1,000
100 Apple (L$4) L$400
100 Compass (L$8) L$800
100 Celtic Shield (L$3) L$300
100 Mushroom (L$5) L$500
L$4,190 = Total cost to make, when these fairies are selling for L$100 @ HUB4, L$500 on MP, & L$1,200 on MP ~ L$600 23OCT18

AT THIS POINT, THERE'S A LOSS OF L$3,590 FOR THIS RECIPE TO MAKE INTO A FAIRY, FOR THE 9 RECIPES I HAVE IT'S A TOTAL OF L$32,310, AND A RUNNING TOTAL NOW OF L$105,415


•x4 (@ L$128 ea. = L$512) = EVO Breeding Co. Supplies - #0514 HUB10 Angel Fae Recipe
10 HUB10 Token (L$30)  L$300
5 Gathering Badge (L$36) L$180
50 Golden Pearl (L$14) L$700
100 Horn (L$10) L$1,000
100 Apple (L$4) L$400
100 Compass (L$8) L$800
100 Celtic Shield (L$3) L$300
100 Mushroom (L$5) L$500
L$3,550 = Total cost to make, when these fairies are selling for L$1,500 @ HUB5 22OCT18

AT THIS POINT, THERE'S A LOSS OF L$2,050 FOR THIS RECIPE TO MAKE INTO A FAIRY, FOR THE 4 RECIPES I HAVE IT'S A TOTAL OF L$8,200, AND A RUNNING TOTAL NOW OF L$113,615


•x9 (@ L$109 ea. = L$981) = EVO Breeding Co. Supplies - #0583 HUB3 Faerie Haven Recipe
10 HUB3 Token (L$30) L$300
5 Gathering Badge (L$36) L$180
50 Golden Pearl (L$14) L$700
100 Horn (L$10) L$1,000
100 Apple (L$4) L$400
100 Compass (L$8) L$800
100 Celtic Shield (L$3) L$300
100 Mushroom (L$5) L$500
L$4,180 = Total cost to make, when these fairies are selling for L$1,200 on MP, L$1,250 @ HUB5, L$899 @ HUB11 ~ L$1,116 23OCT18

AT THIS POINT, THERE'S A LOSS OF L$3,064 FOR THIS RECIPE TO MAKE INTO A FAIRY, FOR THE 9 RECIPES I HAVE IT'S A TOTAL OF L$27,576, AND A RUNNING TOTAL NOW OF L$141,191


•x5 (@ L$215 ea. = L$1,075) = EVO Breeding Co. Supplies - #0584 HUB4 Vampireyes Recipe
10 HUB4 Token (L$23) L$230
5 Gathering Badge (L$36) L$180
50 Golden Pearl (L$14) L$700
100 Horn (L$10) L$1,000
100 Apple (L$4) L$400
100 Compass (L$8) L$800
100 Celtic Shield (L$3) L$300
100 Mushroom (L$5) L$500
L$4,110 = Total cost to make, when these fairies are selling for L$100 @ HUB4, & L$1,200 on MP, L$650 @ HUB11 ~ L$650 23OCT18

AT THIS POINT, THERE'S A LOSS OF L$3,460 FOR THIS RECIPE TO MAKE INTO A FAIRY, FOR THE 5 RECIPES I HAVE IT'S A TOTAL OF L$17,300, AND A RUNNING TOTAL NOW OF L$158,491


•x6 (@ L$115 ea. = L$690) = EVO Breeding Co. Supplies - #0585 HUB5 Serenity Cove Recipe
10 HUB5 Token (L$30) L$300
5 Gathering Badge (L$36) L$180
50 Golden Pearl (L$14) L$700
100 Horn (L$10) L$1,000
100 Apple (L$4) L$400
100 Compass (L$8) L$800
100 Celtic Shield (L$3) L$300
100 Mushroom (L$5) L$500
L$4,180 = Total cost to make, when these fairies are selling for much less inworld (no documentation of how much this sells for, I'm going to be fair and guess L$700)

AT THIS POINT, THERE'S A LOSS OF L$3,480 FOR THIS RECIPE TO MAKE INTO A FAIRY, FOR THE 6 RECIPES I HAVE IT'S A TOTAL OF L$20,880, AND A RUNNING TOTAL NOW OF L$179,371


•x3 (@ L$67 ea. = L$201) = EVO Breeding Co. Supplies - Black Pearls Alchemy
20 T2 Black Pearl (@ L$4 ea.) = sacrifice L$80 for 10 Golden Pearls (@ L$14 ea.) = L$140 (so you will only end up making L$60) or recipe will sell for L$67 ea.
23OCT18

AT THIS POINT, THERE'S A LOSS OF L$7 FOR THIS RECIPE TO MAKE, FOR THE 3 RECIPES I HAVE IT'S A TOTAL OF L$21, AND A RUNNING TOTAL NOW OF L$179,392


•x3 (@ L$75 ea. = L$225) = EVO Breeding Co. Supplies - Blue Pearls Alchemy
30 T2 Blue Pearl (@ L$3 ea.) = sacrifice L$90 for 10 Golden Pearls (@ L$14 ea.) = L$140 (so you will only end up making L$50) or recipe will sell for L$75 ea.
23OCT18

AT THIS POINT, THERE'S A LOSS OF L$25 FOR THIS RECIPE TO MAKE, FOR THE 3 RECIPES I HAVE IT'S A TOTAL OF L$75, AND A RUNNING TOTAL NOW OF L$179,467


•x5 (@ L$72 ea. = L$360) = EVO Breeding Co. Supplies - Red Pearls Alchemy
50 T2 Red Pearl (@ L$20 ea.) = sacrifice L$1,000 for 10 Golden Pearls (@ L$14 ea.) = L$140 (so you will end up losing L$860) or recipe will sell for L$72 ea.
23OCT18

AT THIS POINT, THERE'S A LOSS OF L$860 FOR THIS RECIPE TO MAKE, FOR THE 5 RECIPES I HAVE IT'S A TOTAL OF L$4,300, AND A RUNNING TOTAL NOW OF L$183,767


•x3 (@ L$81 ea. = L$243) = EVO Breeding Co. Supplies - White Pearls Alchemy
80 T2 White Pearl - L$2 (@ L$2 ea.) = sacrifice L$160 for 10 Golden Pearls (@ L$14 ea.) = L$140 (so you will end up losing L$20) or recipe will sell for L$81 ea.
23OCT18

AT THIS POINT, THERE'S A LOSS OF L$20 FOR THIS RECIPE TO MAKE, FOR THE 3 RECIPES I HAVE IT'S A TOTAL OF L$60, AND A RUNNING TOTAL NOW OF L$183,827


•x3 (@ L$700 ea. = L$2,100) = EVO Breeding Co. Supplies - Halloween Candy Recipe Ver.2017
100 Pumpkin (L$23) L$2,300
10 Golden Pearl (L$14) L$140
50 Horn (L$10) L$500
150 Apple (L$4) L$600
50 Compass (L$8) L$400
100 Celtic Shield (L$3) L$300
100 Mushroom (L$5) L$500
L$4,740 = Total cost to make
Possible fairies (a chance of 1-3 different faes) you get are worth:
•EVO*MC Fairy - #0777 Zombie Nun (Mythical) Ver. 2017 (no documentation of how much this sells for, I'm going to be fair and guess L$1,000)
•EVO*MC Fairy - #0778 Black Swan (Mythical) (currently selling for L$1,200 on MP 23OCT18)
•EVO*MC Fairy - #0779 Creepy Doll (Mythical) Ver. 2017 (currently selling for L$1,200 on MP 23MAR19)
L$3,400 total value, 1/3 chance = ~ L$1,133 value

AT THIS POINT, THERE'S A LOSS OF L$3,607 FOR THIS RECIPE TO MAKE, FOR THE 3 RECIPES I HAVE IT'S A TOTAL OF L$10,821, AND A RUNNING TOTAL NOW OF L$194,648


•x5 (@ L$200 ea. = L$1,000) = EVO Breeding Co. Supplies - Uranus Recipe
25 Red Crystal ($L78) L$1,950
15 Seashell of Ysgar (L$18) L$270
25 Dress (L$27) L$675
10 Message Bottle (L$30) L$300
25 Compass (L$8) L$200
25 Uranus Artifact (L$10) L$250
75 Ginger Root (L$10) L$750
L$4,395 = Total cost to make for #972-Calibanus Fairy (no documentation of how much this sells for, I'm going to be fair and guess L$800)

AT THIS POINT, THERE'S A LOSS OF L$3,595 FOR THIS RECIPE TO MAKE, FOR THE 5 RECIPES I HAVE IT'S A TOTAL OF L$17,975, AND A RUNNING TOTAL NOW OF L$212,623


This information does not even include the "old" (not 2019) recipes, that I recently got, currently sitting in my inventory because I haven't had a chance to price/list them yet:
•EVO*MC Fairies - Candyland Recipe Ver.2018
•EVO*MC Fairies - Emony Recipe Ver.2018
•EVO*MC Fairies - Mercurian Recipe Ver.2018
•EVO*MC Fairies - Tau Hou Recipe Ver.2018
•(All prices of recipes in question - L$500 + L$75 + L$75 + L$76 + L$90 + L$90 + L$143 + L$128 + L$109 + L$215 + L$115 + L$67 + L$75 + L$72 + L$81 + L$700 + L$200 / 17 different types of recipes in limbo) = ~ L$165 x 4 number of recipes still in inventory = L$660 AVERAGE COST OF STORE RECIPE SALE LOSS
•(All average outcome prices of rewards from recipe fulfillment - L$700 + L$550 + L$600 + L$1,500 + L$1,116 + L$650 + L$700 + L$80 + L$90 + L$1,000 + L$160 + L$1,133 + L$4,395 / 17 different types of recipes in limbo) = ~ L$746 AVERAGE PRIZE VALUE
•(All average cost to do recipes - L$500 + L$75 + L$75 + L$4,110 + L$4,110 + L$4,080 + L$4,190 + L$3,550 + L$4,180 + L$4,110 + L$4,180 + L$80 + L$90 + L$1,000 + L$160 + L$4,740 + L$4,395 / 17 different types of recipes in limbo) = ~ L$2,566 AVERAGE COST TO DO RECIPES

AT THIS POINT, THERE'S A LOSS OF  L$1,820 TO MAKE EACH INDIVIDUAL RECIPE (ON AVERAGE), FOR THE 4 RECIPES I HAVE IT'S A TOTAL OF L$7,280 (ON AVERAGE), AND A RUNNING TOTAL NOW OF L$219,903


If I were to not sell any of these items and not fill them, my store would lose:
Halloween Wand Recipe L$500 (x4) = L$2,000
Easter Candy Cryptex L$75 (x2) = L$150
Easter Choco Cryptex L$75 (x1) = L$75
HUB1 Maginum Fairy Recipe L$76 (x5) = L$380
HUB2 Mary Jane Recipe L$90 (x1) = L$90
HUB7 Fawn Fairy Recipe L$90 (x14) = L$1,260
HUB8 Saeftinge Fairy Recipe L$143 (x9) = L$1,287
HUB10 Angel Fae Recipe L$128 (x4) = L$512
HUB3 Faerie Haven Recipe L$109 (x9) = L$981
HUB4 Vampireyes Recipe L$215 (x5) = L$1,075
HUB5 Serenity Cove Recipe L$115 (x6) = L$690
Black Pearls Alchemy L$7 (x3) = L$21
Blue Pearls Alchemy L$75 (x3) = L$225
Red Pearls Alchemy L$72 (x5) = L$360
White Pearls Alchemy L$81 (x3) = L$243
Halloween Candy Recipe L$700 (x3) = L$2,100
Uranus Recipe L$200 (x5) = L$1,000
Average cost of recipes still in inventory L$660 (x4) = L$2,640
TOTAL STORE SALE LOSS = L$15,089

SO THIS FINAL TOTAL OF MY COMPLETE AND TOTAL LOSS IS L$234,992.  This is about $905-942 USD 26MAR19.  This is the cost of a vehicle or rent in RL.  This is about the cost of 1,958 months (163 years!) of tier for my whole Zamargad sim (that I miss very, very much).  ...This is insane and ludicrous, to say the least.

Now, don't get me wrong, I have had a LOT of fun at the events, and with everyone in chat.  All the breeders are phenomenally nice and outstanding people!  But now we must ask ourselves what the cost of this friendliness and support is actually worth, especially under these circumstances.

I am sure you will all be very interested to see how the new administrators of EVO will address this issue.  It will give you an understanding of the new integrity, customer service rapport, and business professionalism going forward... Which will most likely be the leading factor in motivation for continuing/future breeders/store owners, as to whether or not they support EVO in their product line.

...So you want to be a dick, KhrysT?

Fine.

It seems I'm going to lose everything anyway (don't worry, we'll just add that to the total *scoffs*).  This road of power and abuse is all too familiar and I am sick of that shit.  

I am also really tired of having to kiss your ass to get simple questions answered in a very convoluted, confusing/omitting, and intimidating way.

Negative reinforcement does not make me have the reaction you'd like.

Abuse makes me very vocal.  

I am not a coward.

You will be held accountable for your footprint on ppl's souls.

And at least maybe this way some positive things will likely occur:

1) I can save people from wasting their money into an obvious, sinking ship
...Rita (who has prolly been muted in the EVO group as well) is VERY nice, & BTW, she makes Witches now - you should go check those out!

2) I can influence you to change things for the better regarding your customer service skills

3) Maybe then EVO will float and become something better than a sinking ship, so I will have done something for the ultimate and greater good by sharing

UPDATE:










I spoke with another EVO admin.  I will only share with you my replies, but you will get the general idea...




[19:53] ℳαʝɨҟᐺɨӽڠɳ (bluevioletvixen.lorefield): You're in the EVO group as an admin, thought you would like to know what this is doing to everyone who was playing for a while

[19:55] ℳαʝɨҟᐺɨӽڠɳ (bluevioletvixen.lorefield): Ok, sure, if you would like to explain, I will listen

[20:14] ℳαʝɨҟᐺɨӽڠɳ (bluevioletvixen.lorefield): You are correct.  You are very quiet, and never offered to be friends (which is completely ok), so/but I then assumed all the business was done on KrysT's part.  I have also had his same gruff interactions with other CSRs, I was honestly afraid to take another chance of upsetting yet another CSR by "bothering" you (especially after having dumped so much $ into this).  ...Okay, even if we cut that total loss in half (for whatever factors, market fluctuation, etc.), it's still pretty hefty.  Yes, you can manipulate it and say those recipes were free... but really they weren't... They came from my purchase of the buildings... And why would I have done that, if I wasn't going to get anything out of it?  It would be one thing if you were selling clothing, but these are breedables.  This kind of reminds me of false advertising and a bit of the bait and switch, unintentional or not.  There ought to be a clause in any documentation EVO breeders get with all of your products, that EVO may change terms and conditions at any time for any reason and we would not hold you liable... So in other words, don't expect anything by buying EVO, other than for it to look pretty.  But then again, that wouldn't make you guys very much $, would it?  A CATWA head is L$5k.  Maitreya body a bit more... but not L$40k.  That's A LOT to spend for something to just look pretty in the end.  I'm honestly very disappointed.

[20:37] ℳαʝɨҟᐺɨӽڠɳ (bluevioletvixen.lorefield): If you wanted to actually make this right, and you are committed 200%, then you would offer some type of loss compensation for the old recipes (that really worked fine, BTW).  KhrysT offered to replace up to 5 relics... Uhm... that's nice, but it's a mere drop in the bucket, really.  More like a drop in the well.  It's not just me who feels this way.  It's your longer more dedicated customers too.  You have really hit us below the belt here under the guise of "upgrades" and "improvements."  ...Maybe improvements for you, but not for us.  You forgot about the most important people, your clients (not customers, there's a difference).  And for KhrsT to eject me when I tried to ask about this, just goes to show your clients that what we think doesn't actually matter.  "Do as we say or else you lose your investment."  ...What a wonderful lasting impression to anyone actually involved in the breedable here.  Disrespectful.  Has motivation by fear ever worked in government, BTW?  Think about that.

[20:46] ℳαʝɨҟᐺɨӽڠɳ (bluevioletvixen.lorefield): Okay, nice to have met you.  I appreciate your time.  I also appreciate your firm belief despite what is now occurring.  Actions speak louder than words.  Wish you well anyway

[20:47] ℳαʝɨҟᐺɨӽڠɳ (bluevioletvixen.lorefield): You personally may be.  But if you don't have the power to influence the whole (which might be 80%+ KrysT), then really, it doesn't do much good until the long run... and by then, where will everyone have gone?

[21:15] ℳαʝɨҟᐺɨӽڠɳ (bluevioletvixen.lorefield): I would agree with you that these changes will help the EVO second market grow via buying and selling collectibles & faes to other & new users.  I understand things change or evolve.  I would have been on board with you on that, had it simply been explained to me by someone trustworthy, in charge, patient, and (forgive me) can type coherent English so I'm not confused (and it doesn't cause more frustration from the admin) ...from the get-go.  The way this was done seems very, like, EVO saying "We don't trust our clients, let's give as little information as possible, under the guise of unexplainable improvements."  When if it was brought out onto the table, we would have more reassurance that everything would eventually be okay.  ...And perhaps more notice would have been appropriate too.  Or then we could have rationally talked about possible incentives/reparations productively, as a community, instead of this, that has been done now... where anyone who questions authority gets booted.  ...I am now officially EVO's scapegoat... KrysT blames my pointing out this $ loss knowledge to the fact that recipes will no longer be XFR (when these plans were most likely set in motion long before I said anything).  There's a difference between treating clientele like sheep or cows, and making them a part of your family... to which, the events had led me to believe in the better.  And I'm no Katniss Everdeen here, as there are LOTS of old-timers who are simply done with EVO now.  Does EVO simply say, "This is what's happening, like it or not," or does EVO say, "We need to change for the better, what does our community need?"



A couple days later I tried to contact that admin again:
[07:21] ℳαʝɨҟᐺɨӽڠɳ (bluevioletvixen.lorefield): Hey, are you there?  I think I may have come up with an idea that benefits both EVO & their consumers...

[07:21] ℳαʝɨҟᐺɨӽڠɳ (bluevioletvixen.lorefield): What if there was some sort of exchange... Where we could turn in the old recipes, to get something comparable in value, with this reincarnation of EVO?

[07:22] ℳαʝɨҟᐺɨӽڠɳ (bluevioletvixen.lorefield): It encourages loyalty for the old-timers, as they are recognized... & it encourages newcomers with an incentive to stick around.


(G Clef  (terraoo7.winterwolf) said it would be discussed at the next meeting ...whenever that is ...And I'm sure that if they accept the idea, I will not be allowed to have anything to do with it & still be banned)

At that many hours later in the day, I was also trying to take care of getting the correct buildings, as the replacement ones were not Halloween themed, like I had originally purchased... as these had to be manually redelivered.

And I got this in nearby chat after all the hoopla of updating my buildings and finally getting a recipe:
[17:11] Library Regular Recipes: This avatar is Banned from EVO Systems!!! - Contact Ticket Support for more info.
So I did file a ticket for that too.

G Clef asked me to resubmit the tickets as they couldn't see them (so much for their partnership being 50/50).  So I did.  Waited about 15 minutes, expecting a response somewhere between then and now, finally asked if they could now see the tickets... and they had logged off!  ...So much for being in this 200%, like they said the other night too.

Saw they came back online, and asked...
[18:27] ℳαʝɨҟᐺɨӽڠɳ (bluevioletvixen.lorefield): Ok, you're back online... can you at least see the tickets now?

(they said they thought the moderation team already responded to the tickets ...contradicting what we had just discussed moments ago)

[18:28] ℳαʝɨҟᐺɨӽڠɳ (bluevioletvixen.lorefield): ...with indifference?

(silence)

[18:31] ℳαʝɨҟᐺɨӽڠɳ (bluevioletvixen.lorefield): Your mannerisms have changed from when we spoke the other night.  I notice you're a lot colder now.  May I ask why?

(silence)

[18:34] ℳαʝɨҟᐺɨӽڠɳ (bluevioletvixen.lorefield): I guess the obvious answer is that everything EVO is a lie and a scam, and you're not allowed to admit that

(some excuse about RL, a reiteration that this was why I was banned, and then something along the lines that they're too good to talk to me anymore)


I can only tell you from experience (and my refusal to give in and create an alt) that:
A ban is a black mark.  Wear it with pride.  Especially if what you've been banned from has the audacity to have the judgment of God, the narrowmindedness of Hitler, and therefore the intelligence of a box of rocks.








Okay, at any rate...

This is going into our EVO products:




Dear valued customer,

EVO is a 3rd party, of which we have no control over.

We are very sorry, but we tried thoroughly to resolve any issues with them long ago.  They, unfortunately, seem to draw the line at having any professionalism or integrity, particularly with loyal customers like us.  This is why with the purchase of this EVO product, you agree to not hold any part of ^v^/<|;) (Bats Out Of Hats) liable for any type of malfunction for this EVO product.


Should you have an issue with your product not working, you need to contact one of the EVO administrators.  To do so, please copy the following line and paste it into nearby chat to get their clickable group link, to find who you need for support with their products:

secondlife:///app/group/e205dbfb-6d8f-aaa1-d8b5-a14d4776862c/about




You may also try filing a ticket with EVO from their website, however, we must caution you, that at this point, tickets do not get forwarded to your e-mail, and they have been known to be closed without any closure to the customer.

To make a ticket with EVO, last we heard, you will need to go to them inworld to register for their website login information.  This SLURL will be in their group information, and at this point in time, it reads as: http://maps.secondlife.com/secondlife/REMOOD%20UNITED/94/211/24  You will need to touch the "EVO*Systems - Registry Ledger Ver.2018" object (funny that their equipment can be older than 2019, but not a breeder's) and follow the procedure for what happens next.

Once you have done all that, you may go to their website at https://www.evosl.com/#intro and log in.

From there, you will need to click "EVO Ticket Support" and we suggest filling out the following as such...

"Subject" can be "EVO Product Not Working"

"Message" can be filled in with details as to what product you have, what happens when you try to use it, and anything else pertinent.  You may also take screen-shots by using the "PRTSC" button on your PC (might be different for different computers, you may need to Google how to do this), then opening up your "Paint" application, then holding down the "CTRL" + "v" keys to paste your screen-shot into Paint.  Save this picture.  Then you may upload it to a picture hosting site, one we have found for free is http://freeimagehosting.net/ You can choose your file and upload the image.  You will get an HTML code generated.  You will want to look for the part of the code that says "<img src=" and copy that picture's link to put it into this ticket.  It may look something like this:  https://i.imgur.com/wTIMlYo.jpg

"Department" should be "MC Fairies, Buildings & Games."

"Product Name" will be the name of the product you get by right-clicking on it inworld, & selecting "Edit."  The "Name" will be in the build window next to "Name:."  You may highlight the text in the "Name:" portion, right-click it, and select "Copy."  You may then go back to the EVO website and right-click the fill-in spot for "Product Name" and select "Paste" to fill it in.

"Product Version" will usually be listed in the name, as discussed in the above paragraph.

"PET ID Code" usually applies to fairies, and is usually listed in the "Name:" portion of the build/edit window, as discussed above, if not in the "Description:" part of the build/edit window.

If they fail to work with you within a reasonable amount of time (3 days is pretty reasonable for any response), you may file an abuse report.  Here is more information on that (and we will also help you walk through this process, if you keep reading): https://community.secondlife.com/knowledgebase/english/filing-an-abuse-report-r25/

To report abuse, go to "Help" at the top of your viewer menu, and select "Report Abuse."  Keep in mind that whatever you see on your screen at that moment, will provide LL with a picture in this report... so make sure you are able to capture anything necessary regarding the failure of their product.

We then suggest selecting "Fraud> L$ or USD $."  Place an EVO administrator's name into the "Abuser name" section.

For "Location of abuse" we also suggest putting in the SLURL of their mainstore, currently listed on their group profile as: http://maps.secondlife.com/secondlife/REMOOD%20UNITED/94/211/24

For "Summary" we suggest "EVO Breedable Recipe Not Working," or perhaps, if even more EVO products have broken, you may make a similar summary to those other products.

Then make sure to fill in the "Details" as to what happened when you tried to use this recipe and it didn't work, which EVO administrators you tried to contact, & whatever they said (if applicable).





AND HERE'S SOMETHING I LEARNED IN GAMING 101:

These pre-2019 EVO items are a piece of history.  They will obviously not be made anymore, so they will become extremely rare.  Therefore, these can only go up in value.  ...Should there be fans (or Mark David Chapmans) of SL or EVO, these recipes will be like the kings in broken temples of ancient Egyptian pyramids... revered and preserved (after the masses and ages have destroyed most of them ... and after the industries have made too many Beauty & The Beast flicks and diluted the original).  Your true fandom and dedication will be determined if you actually know what one of these are, who originally made them, and oOoOooOoo, if you actually HAVE one!  ...So in yer face ironically, you neo-side-step dancing EVO fucks!  LMFAO!

---> I can't fucking read this #1!

---> I can't fucking read this #2!

---> I can't fucking read this #3!