Showing posts with label toxicity. Show all posts
Showing posts with label toxicity. Show all posts

Friday, December 30, 2022

Meanwhile, I'll just be ---> over here, transcending

Meanwhile, I'll just be ---> over here, ascending

I fell into a rabbit hole of dysmorphia & existential crisis, by mistakenly giving undeserving ppl power over me.

Sound all too familiar?  Let's break it down, then.

A double-edged sword is being vulnerable with those who seem to merit serious acknowledgment, as illusions can understandably be very believable here.  Toxicity, however, is a very passé snake oil that's often sold as acceptance, friendship, &/or "love."

Now, SL is a sanctuary, an artistic expression & extension of selves, that we are welcome to mutually enjoy together or separately.  But if you have to pay dearly into a sink-hole to have any "fun," then maybe it's time to reevaluate [your "cool" frienemies] & cut your losses.

This means you can either continue to suckle on the tit of the machine, hoping for a measly crumb or two to keep on going ... or you can be true to yourself & dance to the beat of your own drum (because that's what living really is).

Choose the latter & give zero iota fucks to all but happiness.

Douchebaggery

Douchebaggery

...Yup!  That's right!  I'm a big fat waste of humanity because I have a WHOLE Profile Pick dedicated to how much YOU suck ...Which somehow makes me better than you, even tho I'm not quite exactly sure why.  Maybe because gossip and manipulative bullshit sell the most, don't you know?  ...'Cause, the OPPOSITE of love isn't indifference or anything...  So sure, I'll build myself up by pushing others down.  Nobody questions things or gets both sides, directly from the source, so it doesn't matter anyway.  I just assume everyone's out to get me, 'cause it IS always all about ME.  Jumping off cliffs blindly is amazeballs!  ...Hey, everyone, look at the gigantic asshat I'm tryna pass the buck onto!  Whoa!  Way cool!  Ballsy!  Yeah!  Let's ALL be fucktards!  Alright!  Awesome!  YaAaAaaAyyy and shit!  ...We are SO not dumbasses!