Showing posts with label MajikVixen Lorefield. Show all posts
Showing posts with label MajikVixen Lorefield. Show all posts

Monday, July 28, 2025

~Transcendence~

I thought it would be right to leave you with a little closure... 

Just in case it wasn't previously spelled out blatantly enough before, in the previous dwindling posts and such... 

Perhaps a final word, for the record, and all that... 

...Because integrity is a lost art among the general population; and in case you couldn't tell, I've tried to make it very apparent that I have, thankfully, never been a part of that...

(and, more importantly, if you ever cared at all; know that your spark never was either)


Lilith's symbol ...of Zamargad

Thank you for indulging me with the very motivation and strife to enjoy life again with the catalyst of being Lilith of Zamargad.  

This will always be true.  
No one and nothing can ever refute it.  

...I carry it with me from the depths of real-life catacombs, onward thru the land of Nod, testing the laws of physics during graveyard hours, and also into the many absolutely unnecessary bullshit tests of paperwork and bureaucratic busywork during deplorable Eloi hours.

I'm very deliciously proud of the digital footprint I've left, despite a million years of fighting various forms of discrimination, including bullshit analytics and power-hungry fucktards and assfucks.

And good grief, no, I'm not banned or anything lame like that.  It's just that this part of the journey has long since been forked, and the decade has now changed its chakra color.

...And it's not about the blue pill or the red pill anymore.  It's not about first-world problems, conspiracies, or even the vast depths of the omniverse either.  It's that there's an even bigger, undeniable picture, where none of these things ever mattered... and I (or anyone can) just... choose to be unstuck.


  • You never stop learning
  • Knowledge is power (that no one can take away from you)
  • Always question things; critical thinking is a lost art too
  • Trust no one
  • Is it more trouble than it's worth?
  • Do not go down without a fight
  • If you say something, mean it; otherwise, STFU
  • Don't bother lying, it's a complicated web you'll never be able to weave yourself out of
  • We are all equal until someone opens their mouth and utters stupidity — silence speaks
  • Always be humble and kind, but also... don't take any shit from anyone
  • Real leaders lead by example
  • Real leaders lift ppl up
  • Actions speak louder than words
  • Don't ever expect to be paid back when loaning money; if you are, however, never underestimate that person
  • Always be grateful
  • Everything has value
  • Beauty is skin deep
  • Youth is wasted on the young
  • Sleep with dogs, wake up with fleas
  • There is strength in numbers
  • Be bold, beautiful, brave, and courageous — life is meant to be enjoyed while it lasts; so ride it hard, all the way down
  • Do whatever it takes to get the job done
  • Hitting below the belt is an automatic loss; championship is always auto-cancelled by cowardice
  • Sometimes you have to speak their language
  • Some are just beyond help; learning to let them go with love is strength


The best of my SL:


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Wingdings is a charlatan; you are all his circle jerk amusement puppets





(tragically, neither the first nor the only)
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Wingdings is a lech; the only remedy is complete quarantine




(also not the first, nor the only; a truth that continues to beguile us)

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 It's not really a sale when colors are sold à la carte — that's actually called "nickel and diming"




...All too prevalent in too many SL variations...
Money and superficial beauty do not equal actual dick size or power, FYI

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 Creativity is a shared flame, never meant to burn under pressure or be wielded in harm
—and your integrity ...is priceless

 •
 You wanna win a real power trip?




—Earn your place in an actual game and quit picking on and taking advantage of the innocent and ignorant

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 And I'm very sorry, but the rest, you'll prolly have to simply find out on your own




— because it's rightfully your life —
in all ideas and respects




Saturday, June 17, 2023

What in the Hell Happened to Majik?

I tell you, no good deed...

MajikVixen's Best Buy Geek Squad Experience

...goes unpunished.

It actually might be more like "what in the fuck happened to Lal III (and my fighting Google, fishing, NW blogging, and etc. on all things I ever gave one iota shit about)?"

IDFK.  Call it karma for me being the asshat who hurts others too much by endlessly calling them out on their shit too fucking much, or whatever, in the name of vigilante justice.  Call it the universe's sick joke.  Call it whatever you want ...all I know is that it fucking happened (and will have no choice but to stabilize soon).  I'm kinda grateful, but more shocked and frustrated, TBH.

Here's this, if you're curious on more:

...There've been too many RL changes, for me, all at once.
...But I'm spent for now, tho.

Thank you, dear readers.  Please continue to take care of yourselves, enjoy SL, and I'll ninja back as soon as I can.
We'll have more fun and laughs and idiocy.  Promise.  Not dead yet.  Metamorphosis is just awfully painful sometimes.



Wednesday, January 4, 2023

Majik's Profile Songs (Archive)


Majik's Profile Songs (Archive)
Rasputina "This Little Piggy" (yes, I know & don't care) -
  • Step 1: Let it download, it's not a fucking virus, you paranoid moron (see the link while hovering mouse over). 
  • Step 2: rig Flash to work anyway, despite the Nazis. 
  • ...Fun fact, this was a hidden clickable on the ORIGINAL Rasputina website that Web Archive DOES NOT have a snapshot of!  I found it and played it SO much that I remembered the link, itself (the one and only time being old might just be cool).  ...You're welcome, you ungrateful fuck.  xD

 

Friday, April 17, 2020

...A Rose By Any Other Name...

Rose Drip, Stage Left
Rose Drip, Stage Right











...And on 14APR20, I changed my name from ℳαʝɨҟᐺɨӽڠɳ (BlueVioletVixen.Lorefield) to ℳαʝɨҟᐺɨӽڠɳ (MajikVixen.Lorefield)...

This venture now coincides very similarly to the RL experience of changing your name...  In the US, before 9/11, you could change your name by association (which would be to just start writing your name the way you wanted it to be, when creating a responsible/adult paper trail), despite whatever was written on your birth certificate.  Since then, you now have to go before a judge to change your name (if you are not someone who chooses to have it changed by your marriage).  The judge will do this for you as long as you're not doing something shitty like evading the law, you announce it to the world for records (via a newspaper in your county), and pay the court fees.  Court fees can be waived if you are considered low income (admirably nice for a system to put the mental health needs of the ppl before money).  You will get notarized documentation of your legal name change ... and then you will finally be free of all the ties that bind you and the baggage that weighs you down!  ♥

Alright... so when I first made my SL account about 12 years ago, I did not know how "un/real" the experience would be.  My normal internet handle has always been "MajikVixen" since the earlier part of this century.  I feared repercussions of not being a bit more anonymous, all across the board.  I don't want to state the obvious here to give you any ideas, but yes, ppl are fucking shitty sometimes and they warrant you protecting yourself.

Name Change CertificateAfter I came back to SL from a 5-year hiatus, in about 2013, I became comfortable enough to want to be recognized as "MajikVixen."  However, when I decided to change my name, I was very disappointed to discover that the "name change" was actually only for something called a "display name" ...And the fact that a lot of ppl still kept referring to me as "Blue" (in important group chats or other business relationships) since they didn't acknowledge display names --because, I mean, why would you expect your display name to be taken seriously when one has the option to change it every week?  + prolly for that reason, they purposefully opted to only be able to see "legacy names" from their viewer-- it all made me kinda strain my eyes from rolling them so damned much!  :p

Forget creating an alternate account with the name you actually wanted, because everybody and their mother had defaulted into getting the very predictable last name of "Resident."  And at that point, the lessor of all evils was for me to stick with the same ol' icky name; at least that way I could show a legacy (guess that's why they, therefore, call it a legacy name)... As genuinely, someone with a legacy name is more likely to have been around the block a few times, therefore less likely to be disrespected (as others think twice as hard before taking advantage of them), plus they get to show/honor their dedication/loyalty to the platform by having a name as proof.
/me shrugs and says, "Okay, Unconverted Darigan Aisha."

That's about the time I decided to say, "fuck it," and use unicode lettering in my display name ...Because, yup, if a lot of ppl aren't going to take it seriously, then there's really no fucking point in caring about it being legible for those who aren't 1337 (more and more things started revealing themselves to me as to why SL can be so very narcissistic too - although, A LOT has changed and we have come very far).  ...But this shows me who all the idiots are, too, who don't take the time to read profiles!  :p

Now, when I bought/created Zamargad, I created a private group for our home called "Ardours of Zamargad" to which I gave myself the role/title of "Lilith," and ppl started calling me that for either 2 reasons... They respected what I had done and who I am in SL, or they very simply couldn't figure out what I wanted to be called and just wanted to be polite.  ...I like to think it's the first reason and ignore any contradiction.

I have so many names, you might as well jump on the bandwagon of everybody saying to me, "Just don't call me late for dinner, right?"  ...LOL, fuck.

Rose Bloom"Majik," "Maj," "Vixen," "MajikVixen," or, "Lilith," are all acceptable at this point.  I'm done with "Blue."  I need to be unique/creative, but still comfortably and respectfully recognized.  Blue-violet is my favorite color (a purple that's confused for blue, and is sometimes referred to as indigo), but nobody ever seemed to care enough to be that specific/detailed in understanding.  ...There's really no wrong way to screw up a painting if you put a little Majik in it, but there is definitely a difference between using Blue or BlueViolet paint (especially if your intention is to reference chakras & auras).  "How do you feel today, Blue?" becomes more like, "Feeling Blue?" when I've done everything to not feel sad.  Therefore, the name/reminder became an unintentional curse of making me feel uncomfortable and incomplete.

Thus, I'm very happy that I've been able to change my SL name wholly and completely, to honor who I actually am.  ...So that not only can I start taking myself more seriously (since that is the way others will respectfully address/treat me), but that deductively, ppl of SL will start taking SL more seriously, as well!  :)  So thank you, LL, for making SL that much more realistic and an extension of [my] RL.  ♥

...Oh yeah, and then I had a bit of a minor social crisis...  I wondered if I needed to reach out to all my friends and explain to them that I had changed my name ...so that they didn't think I was hiding from them, and that they wouldn't feel "butt-hurt" that their online friend list might be a little jumbled when they possibly couldn't find me, all without seeming full of myself or braggy.  But, it's all been working out alright.  We've all kinda reached out to the other at this point, said hi, kibitzed, and it was a very casual & light-hearted thing.  Seems pretty seamless, TBH.  Only "issue" was that one friend wanted to reference what we had talked about before, and that text file is going to be saved under my old name.  No big deal.  Ppl change their names all the time in SL now, don't you know?  ;)



Saturday, June 2, 2018

Wish-List

MajikVixen's Wish-List

I'm pretty self-sufficient when it comes to clothing, decorating, or building materials (but an unexpected surprise is always very nice)...
  • My body parts (and an example of personality) ---> can be found here
  • In case it's not totally obvious, these are my ---> favorite fashions... & my style is:
    • Goth
    • Hippie/Hippy/BoHo
    • Dark fairy / succubus
    • Legacy (meaning old-school or traditional ...'cause rebel nerd, yeah)  :p  \m/
    • Weird, strange, and unusual shit that nobody else would give a fuck about
    • Fantasy Faire

The following is mainly what I really need (if you so feel the urge to giftie me):

  • This stuff isn't really giftable unless it's in direct L$ format (sorry, IDK why they don't have gift vendors or aren't on MP *mutters something about copybot paranoia*):
    • Amaretto Brand Breedable Food (Horses)
    • Amaretto Brand Salt Lick (Horses)
    • You can go ---> here, to get an idea of price
    • I love to buy in bulk around any holiday, because that's when it tends to go on sale

  • I put everything else of myself into Zamargad...
    • If you so wish, there's a lava lamp tip jar at the landing point in our store, ^v^/<|;) (Bats Out Of Hats), + you will get a giftie back for donating too!  :)  \m/


...Thank you, oh, so very, very much!  X♥X♥  :)