Love is a funny thing.  It is nonexistent for a decade until it is gone.

Please God, please... Take me home.  I have begged you for years.  I just want to go home where Jesus loves me and I do not need the love of a man, which does not exist and, in fact, never did.

It's all a bunch of bullshit and I cannot endure it anymore: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL9JVdK6eeYYKAiuDsoi3ubpGzw9BaxuuZ

Marriage and happiness are just an illusion for me and all I do is plague the minds of others.  I am not meant for this rock.

Please take me back home.  Please.

Let those who are loved live, and take me in their place.